To Boddah

　Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complaind. This note should be pretty easy to understand.All the warnings from the Punk Rock 101 Courses over the years, it's my first introduction to the, shall we say ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has been proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to, as well as creating music, along with really writing something for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things,for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins. It doesn't affect me in the way which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love and relish the love and admiration from the crowd,which is something I totally admire and envy.

　　The fact is,I can't fool you, any of you. It simply isn't fair to you,or to me. The worst crime can think of would be to pull people off by faking it, pretending as if I'm having one 100% fun.

　　Sometimes I feel as though I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on-stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do,God believe me, I do, but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I, and we, have affected, and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of the narcisists who only appreciate things when they're alone. I'm too sensitive,I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm.But, what's sad is our child. On our last three tours, I've had a much better appreciation of all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music. But I still can't get out the frustration, the guilt, and the sympathy I have for everybody. There is good in all of us, and I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too ****ing sad. The sad little sensitive unappreciative pisces Jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know!

　　I have a of a wide who sweats ambition and empadny,and a daughter who reminds me to much of what I use to be.full of love and joy, every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I cant stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self destructive, deathrocker she become.

　　I have it good, very good,and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Empathy only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.Thank you from the pit of my burning nauseas stomach for your letters and concern during the last years. I'm too much of a neurotic moody person and I don't have the passion anymore,so remember, it's better to burn out, than fade away.

Peace, love, empathy,



Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney,

I'll be at your altar.

Please keep going Courtney

for Frances

for her life which will be so much

happier without me.

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU!

Frances 和 Courtney,

我会伴你们到老

Courtney 请继续前行，

为了 Frances ，为了她的生活

没有我她的生活会快乐许多。

我爱你们！爱你们！！

说什么已经习惯寂寞
你有没有搞错除了工作还是工作
搞什么你在替我难过
你还嫌我罗嗦你这叫作什么生活
一个人心里多想恋爱
真的机会一来扭扭捏捏不肯放开
真的机会一来扭扭捏捏不肯(会)放开
空等待等到脸色发白
等到姑妈不来
求求你就不要再装乖
女人若是想要活得精彩
自己要明白
一定要明白
这是一个需要主动幸福自己找的时代
别怕爱会带你去哪边
鼓起勇气爱一个人就是起点
担心明天是浪费时间
爱就继续冒险不爱就说再见
take it on 放轻松 take it on
放轻松 take it on
放轻松放轻松
不要怕越爱胆子越大
要把心情放开大大声声地说出来
很奇怪不说我会闷坏
规则随便一改女人越坏男人越爱
一个人心里多想恋爱
不要再装乖